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December 17, 2000 dream #2: strange worlds
Last night I finally had quite a good dream again that I can actually remember.
In this dream I was two people ..in the first half a guy who would later be my actual me's boyfriend.
First half ----
I took the bus to some place a bit outside town. (you made a sharp turn right after leaving town and drove for about another five minutes) It was a strange bus that went about every five minutes and took people to a sort of terminal where you could walk around and then take a bus back into town.
Lots of people did that. Anyway, for some chosen people it was different. I was one of them and I got picked up by a man who then walked me to a house hidden in the woods.
When we walked there it was nearly pitch-dark .... I could still see that there were two paths you that both pretty much went the same direction. I cannot remember the conversation on the way there.
In the house I got assigned a room together with two other guys --- I soon found out that the house was some sort of "big-brother-project" (please note: I am referring to 1984 by George Orwell -- not like that rubbish on tv ... I never watched that and I made the connection with the book in my dream.) where someone would watch us all around the clock and even had access to our thoughts.
I still managed to send out a note to someone (who later turned out to be the "other me" as in my girlfriend) ... there as a tunnel under the house and the driver went out through that to deliver it.
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Second half (as the real me now not my boyfriend)
I am not sure I got the actual note or found out how my boyfriend had disappeared myself that wasn't quite clear ..as I remember some other people disappearing as well and somehow taking down the address of where they disappeared and making the connection.
Anyway I took the same bus and went there and walked the same path as my boyfriend a while ago ...this time it was daylight and and I could see both paths and the man who walked me to the house told me that one of the it did not lead to the house but to an electrical bridge over which they sent people once in a while.
I got very scared at that point because I was certain I had to walk over it myself; then for a second thought it was only a movie but I'd have to watch it and that still gave me the shivers.
anyway ..I got into the same room as my "boyfriend" ...there wasn't anyone else in that room by then ..I have no idea what had become of the other roommates ... I was a bit weary about the cameras (I could actually see a lens on the ceiling) at first and did not talk to him at but touched his hip when I brushed past him to show that I wasn't denying him.
It got a bit more relaxed later on and I asked him what they thought about sex in this house and he told me they had nothing against it after a while but not at the beginning ... so we ended up in two different beds ..(there were two against ne of the wall and one against the wall faxing it; I took the latter.
Even though the house was underground and there were no windows I cold see a tree outside and it was getting dark ... someone asked me what time it was and I told them I had no idea but it had to be around 5 pm as it was winter but someone else informed me it was actually 9 pm and indeed I could see a big clock outside that said it was a quarter to nine in the evening so I must have been in the house for months even though it felt less than a day.
At this point it also turned out that they actually sent out doppelgangers sometime (to the outside world) so that no one would realize that anyone had gone missing)
Then some time must I have passed ... and they had sent my boyfriend over the electrical bridge and I was lying over him also dying as I had tried to kill myself .. I tried to explain to him for some reason that I got the note he sent outside to call for help ---
Some people walked up who I tried to karate kick them out of the way but it didn't work and I ended up walking away with them pretending to be just like them ... (they were stood outside the public toilet making fun of the people inside and I tried to make out that I found that funny ...
Then I saw the bus terminal and lots of people so I walked there .... but the doors closed before I got there and the bus drove off...
However the was another bus and I got on ... anxiously waiting for it to leave this place. I was very relieved when we approached town because by then I knew it was over ... and for some reason I also knew I would meet my boyfriend again because the one who died was actually the doppelganger ... The driver (by then the bus had transformed into a car) asked me if I was all right ....
2:22 a.m. - 2004-09-06
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