(this entry has been modified the day after writing)
Tonight I went to the place that once was the usual place. I danced my heart and soul there, I danced to the songs I know and the words that got me through at a lot of times.
Tonight for the first time I was also plain mean to some guy who was hitting on me ...
he was in his fourties and he looked like a character in a movie; the old perv who gets a very young girl to love (shag) him because she sees his pain; He was a musician, a piano player, or so he said ("I am a musician let's have sex" TM).
He got on my nerves so when he asked me if I had a boyfriend I said "yes" but, no, that did not put him off he had to say "Shame. I would have asked you to come home with me otherwise". He was asking for it, he really was. So I said "I would not have done that, anyway" and repeated it a couple of times cos he did not hear it or pretented not to hear it at first;
then I went back to dancing.
So I was dancing and it felt good and the music was nice and while I might not go there again in a long time it is good to know that the place still exists.
The dj played a lot of Smiths tonight, even more than usual.
I like them, but I prefer Morissey's solo work for the most part (and a ton of smiths fans will come and haunt me and hit me now cos this is probably sacrilegeous).
I haven't been myself lately. Uni put a big strain on me, this term is so exhausting I fall into bed so early during these times.
So much homework, so much to do.
And I want to go through with it because if I do I might just finish in summer 2005 and then I will be a bacherlor of computer science and then I can move to Tasmania and that is one of the few things that keep me going.
2:25 a.m. - 2004-04-11
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